The other night I dreamt that
anotherjen lived in a large commune-like house with a huge number of kids and their unseen parents. Almost all the kids were nonwhite. Jen was trying to convince me to move into a room that had just come vacant, so she was showing me around, and there were kids just everywhere, running around playing, yelling, etc.
So Jen took me into the vacant room and it was of a strange shape, very long and narrow. She was trying to show me how a bed might fit in this corner, and there was a washer/dryer over here, and the huge bookcase taking up the middle of the room could be moved over, etc. And I was thinking that I didn't think I could bear to go from having my own whole apartment to just having one room of my own and the rest shared; and anyway I had just moved and moving is so hard and I didn't want to move again. But I didn't want to say any of this to Jen for fear of hurting her feelings.
I have a few ideas what this might mean, but I'm not really sure. It was weird. I thought I was over all my moving-related anxieties! We're settled in for good! Really, I swear! Sigh.
In other news, I have a post about work stuff to write, but it's going to be friend-locked. I pretty much lock all my work-related posts now, even the innocuous ones, ever since the whole getting fired for complaining about my job on LJ thing.
So Jen took me into the vacant room and it was of a strange shape, very long and narrow. She was trying to show me how a bed might fit in this corner, and there was a washer/dryer over here, and the huge bookcase taking up the middle of the room could be moved over, etc. And I was thinking that I didn't think I could bear to go from having my own whole apartment to just having one room of my own and the rest shared; and anyway I had just moved and moving is so hard and I didn't want to move again. But I didn't want to say any of this to Jen for fear of hurting her feelings.
I have a few ideas what this might mean, but I'm not really sure. It was weird. I thought I was over all my moving-related anxieties! We're settled in for good! Really, I swear! Sigh.
In other news, I have a post about work stuff to write, but it's going to be friend-locked. I pretty much lock all my work-related posts now, even the innocuous ones, ever since the whole getting fired for complaining about my job on LJ thing.
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Date: 2004-07-21 06:09 pm (UTC)